Moving “Musings Of A Cam Girl” To Tumblr

Hello Ladies and Gents,

This is just quick heads up that my blog “Musings Of A Cam Girl“ has found a new home on Tumblr.  This will be my last post at this URL.  I have spent the last few weeks moving all my WordPress entries over to  http://BrookelynneBriar.tumblr.com/ – so feel free to come follow along with me there as my adventures on the path of enlightenment via chronic masturbation continue.

Hope to see you there!

Cheers

~Brooke Lynne

More Naked Photos Of Me

Heh, so in the act of being absolutely shameless – I am putting the pretty, blue pics I took of myself last night out for the masses!!

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Here are a few more pics to tease you with.  Enjoy!

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I Like Being Naked

I really do, and I will take me clothes off at any chance I get. But what I like even more than being completely naked – is being naked with my camera. I love nudes: artistic, erotic, pornographic – a  mix of all and in between. We have been taught from such a young age that our bodies are immoral things that we should be afraid and ashamed of. We learn to cover them up, hide them away, and give up our knowledge of the sexual self, for the sake of being “wholesome”. Yet, we are bombarded everyday with hyper-sexuality and the media’s automated opinion of what sexy should look like. Thousands of messages and advertisements hold us to the idea that we are never quite sexy enough. It is a constant struggle to find positive ground between how society raises us to treat our bodies, and what the media insists our perceptions of them be.

The documentation of the body and the perceptions of such through the progresses of age, time and media is fascinating! From French Post Cards to Man Ray and Helmut Newton – Modsmut to Nerve.com.  Your body is the most magnificent tool you will ever possess for art, inspiration, sex, and the monotonously magnificent  – so make good use of it damn it!!

Thank You!!

A special thank you to everyone who made my Birthday Show orgasmically fantastic, yesterday!! I had so much fun playing with balloons, covered in glitter, putting crystals in places crystals have never gone before Here are a few screen shots from my Appreciation Thread, courtesy of ApeMan:

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Birthday

Birthdays are weird. But they mean I get cake. And I like cake. Even when it’s a lie.

I will be spending this afternoon on LiveCamNetwork celebrating with nudity and debauchery, from 2pm-6pm – and would love if you would join me.

I Need To Stop Falling In Love With Fictional Characters

So I seem to have this little habit of falling madly in love with fictional characters…

My first love was Dark Heart and we met when I was 4 years old after watching the Care Bears Movie II. I swore I was going to marry him and devised a plan to free the love of my life by smashing the TV screen – thankfully, this plan never cam to fruition.

Alas, I few years later, my love for Dark Heart waned when I met another character. Darkness (actually played by Tim Curry) from the 1985 fantasy movie “Legend”. It seemed I was doomed to have a thing for bad boys – especially the one’s who wore a lot of red.

However, I turned out to be fickle. While I swore my undying love to Darkness, there was another strangers of foreboding evil lurking around my interests. When I was 16, I got my hands on a PlayStation and a copy of Squaresoft’s Final Fantasy VII, where I met Sephiroth. There was no going back. A tall, brooding figure, dressed in leather, hell-bent of the destruction of of the world!! Oh, such a dream. I spend countless of sleepless night re-playing the scene where he walks into flaming ruins of Nibelheim, before facing his past at the reactor. I printed hundred of pictures of his fully-rendered polygonal face to plastered my bedroom walls. And I never blamed him for killing Aerith – she was kind of a whiny nut-case and her point structure sucked anyway. I was obsessed…taken. It was rapture.

I’ve never quite gotten over Dark Heart, Darkness, or Sephiroth. Needless to say – much to the dismay of a few boyfriends of the flesh-and-bone commodity.

I am now thoroughly obsessed with slash fiction.

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Burnout

I have had an off week. Well, actually I have had several off weeks, and I am afraid that is may be a trend. I am exhausted, failed to meet my deadlines and am not quite feeling myself on cam. After several weeks of a quiet room and very few private shows, I have to wonder what I can do to bring my energy levels back up to full, put my mind back on it’s rightfully perverted track and keep my show fresh and hopping. The better I feel, the more I put into my job – both behind the scenes and on cam. I feel that over the last week especially, my low energy and burnt out state has cause my progress to suffer. It worries me, and I know I need to get back on track fast.

I am now seriously considering taking a few weeks off from camming and strictly work behind the scenes. Focus on some strategic traffic direction for my fantastic, fellow models, and pimping out the site. I don’t know. I feel like I have tried everything.